serendipity

Sigh. Sometimes, I think that I still haven't accepted the truth. I can never forget how she used to sit on the couch while watching television. It is just so hard. I ask myself why? Why must this happen? But I just answer myself: This is life, nothing can change it. I regretted so many things that I have not done. Am I too late? I can say it, that I should look at things with a positive attitude but sometimes I just can't do it. I simply don't get it. I miss you a lot. I hope nothing was changed. :(