don't cry.

to: v (you obviously know who you are! :D)
hi!
see, she is definitely worried about you.
very.
duh?
who won't be worried when your son/daughter is in this stage which will most probably have a R?
but sometimes, she is over-worried.
she might have asked lots of questions which you dont have to answer.
but you've got to stop talking too long on the phone.
thats for sure.
you don't have to talk while they aren't there.
of course you should have some privacy.
but why talk in the washroom?
they may be thinking: you're hiding something from me?

and M and D are really stressed.
especially now.
so they may get irritated by your problems.
they want the Best for you.
so you should try to understand them.
not try to think: oh. there you go again.
not that way.
hey, you are 15 now.
going 16.
you should be able to understand.
even i can.

M and D love you.
everyone does.
and somehow..
i realised that you have changed.
atititude and behaviour?
why?
where's the cheerful and happy V?
she used to be always gleeful.
look at your posts in your blog.
always saying that you're sad/angry.
look at your previous posts.
all the way back.
see the difference?
click: June 2007
you even let M read your blog.
now?
shh.. dont tell M my blog url.
try figuring it out by yourself.
its worth the sacrifice.
cus she trust that you can do it.
thats why she came to singapore.
who doesnt want high pays?
obviously no one.
V, i hope you understand.
i love you, always.
so do M and D!