Sunday, July 6, 2014

24h staying up study session?

Kinda just spacing back and forth (not physically) but i'm currently staying up (probably through 24h), pushing myself and seeing if I can actually do it obviously not for fun and games, but to finish my accounting revision and assignment because i've prayer walk and service tomorrow and that means half the day will be used up. Sorry not thinking coherently because it's 2:54AM in the morning and i'm just typing out whatever that comes into my mind.

Honestly i've not been using my time to the best of my capability and I know that, why am I so lazy and unmotivated to make the change? Kinda just wish these 10 weeks will end so that the holidays will come again and it will be 1.5 months long! Super satisfying knowing that there won't be any projects and assignments given. Perhaps i'll find a part-time job but hopefully something that I like, no admin jobs for me anymore (unless i've run out of choices)

On the brighter note, i've been writing diary entries pretty consistently, that's good. It's really therapeutic and it calms me down whenever I get emotional (nothing to do with PMS okay) It's in my cursive handwriting, kinda illegible to me and I wonder if I can make out what the wordings are when i'm old and wrinkly, probably not but it will be interesting.

Don't know why this first week of school already exhausted me, whoever says "poly life is relaxing" should take his/her words back because it's totally untrue. It's just a very different learning environment compared to JC but I don't know much since i've only been schooling for 1 term but yeah, I guarantee you that it's more hands on and you will learn how to be more outspoken *still trying here* because of presentations and group projects etc and there will be internships during your 3rd year which is kinda exciting for me I don't know but part of me is looking forward to it 

Okay -rant over- going to continue with my assignments and i'll update you on how it goes!

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