I don't know what to do sometimes when i'm just left with nothing but one way to go. I'm incapable of dealing with this and I feel like i'm just trying to avoid the situation, hoping that I can somehow manage this on my own. I'm really afraid, tired and weary. Help me?

Y1 sem 2 term 2 holidays summary

Was having the feel to blog in the afternoon but laziness got the better of me and I just spent my whole day watching videos and HK drama gosh what was I doing with my life. I have indeed become lazier, I must admit but i'm going to make a 180° drastic change starting from this coming Monday when school starts and i'll be in my 2nd acad year. Very upset that my class will be splitting due to HMMIP, but i'm to be more optimistic and it's working for now.

So because I haven't updated the first 1/4 of 2015, i've decided to write up a list (summary) down below not in sequential order.

• visited Wei Ling at Bukit Merah and went to Pan Delights twice
• found a part-time job at Boufe Boutique Cafe (and I just quit yesterday sigh)
• shared my testimony for TGIF. Thank God I didn't feel nervous, just a bit awkward having all eyes looking at me but yes I overcame it!!!!! And also thank God Wei Yun and Moli came!!!!! So heartened that Wei Yun intentionally cancelled her work to set aside time for this event and that Moli received Christ partly because of my testimony.
• made a short film (inspired by Casey Neistat and Jacksgap)!!!!!!!!
• changed my spectacles
• attended Campus Encounter and it was indeed so spiritually rewarding (if there's such a term) 
• bought another schedule book because Boy decided to be naughty and shredded my old one
• bought a novel and Time magazine (Lee Kuan Yew edition)
• went to the Parliament House with Si Rui at 3AM to pay our last respects and give thanks to Mr Lee
• have been seeing Si Rui at least 3 times every week. Gosh why is my life so hard (i'm totally kidding aha) i'll miss seeing her once school reopens
• took the bus at the wrong direction twice + missed a train stop yesterday when we went for our last day of work. We ended up taking a cab and even the taxi uncle teased us. I think we had insufficient sleep???? I don't even know what happened. Also, I almost died because I felt like my bladder was really gonna burst if anyone made me laugh or touched me and Si Rui found it entertaining while I was suffering...

This should sum up the end of my holiday and I should turn in early (1:11AM now) because my new class timetable has 3x 8AM lessons. Goodnight and I hope i'll update in less than a 1/4 of the year's time!

To cherish

One thing to take away from the passing of my aunt's husband is that life is indeed so frail and fragile. Please do cherish the people whom you love because they could be gone the very next day.

Press on and keep praying for them. Claim their salvations! It's never too late to buy them little gifts and make them breakfast and just use any means to make them happy and always let them know that you're thinking of them, you appreciate them and make them feel loved because in the end, no one lives forever.

"Perhaps suffering could even be considered a gift because it might just turn us toward the One we need most of all." LLJ